What do I keep saying I want? Use only my words.

## Aspirations
- One year from now: what I have said I want to be true, verbatim
- Ten years from now: the picture I have described, if any
- What I keep saying I want and keep not doing, with dates of each mention
- What I have said I want to be remembered for, if I have said it
- What I am building my life around, as distinct from my business, if I have said it

## What I could not access
